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One, Two, Three.

Let us be frank and ask ourselves this simple but yet intriguing question:
Why do we get angry/unhappy?

Possible factors could be differences in opinions, accumulated stress, wanting the best for someone or even nothing. (yes, think about it. we do get angry over nothing sometimes.)

Each one of us has different limits of stress we can take before the volcano in us erupts.
That's when a possibility of you taking it out on someone occurs, and you may regret it in time to come. That's what i do not want.
But this special someone of mine does not do exactly what the above picture depicts.
Instead, she keeps it in herself and, like a devil awaiting to crucify someone*, she ignores all my COUNTLESS pleas to ask her what's wrong. :(
(* just stating an analogy, i'm not anti-christ or something)

many a times, i'm left helpless and not knowing what to do.
i could try, but i'm never the type of person who could turn the tide by making you smile within hours after a certain fit of anger.
perhaps, this is the weakness of weaknesses of mine.
or there could be more weaknesses, i don't know.
but what i do know, is that my spirit is willing. ALWAYS willing.
willing to know what went wrong, willing to not repeat the mistake and learn from it.

so, i thought about it and the next time a fit of anger happens, perhaps it would help if you ask yourself these questions:

1) Why did the person did what he did?
(remember he/she always want the best for you, let alone hurt you on purpose or put you at a disadvantage.)













2) Ask yourself how long is the incident worth the anger? How long do you think the person needs, to learn from this mistake?
(Putting up temper tantrums over a small** incident, is it worth it? :/)
[**the 'size' of the incident varies with both parties]

3) Lastly, do you think he/she will learn from that very mistake?
(how much importance does he/she place on you? and that 'supposed mistake' he/she made.)














note to remember:
tied as one, this is how it is to me.
*refer to your inbox*

Down But Definitely Not Out.

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When Mr. Reality punches you hard in the stomach and you fall to the ground, the feeling you get is super undesirable. You feel helpless, unable to speak and articulate your thoughts. All you really want is a helping hand, able to pick you up and it would definitely be a big plus, if it cheers you on through your journey. And i'm pretty sure this helping hand is just round the corner. Just that i seem unable to pick up the feint signal that the hand is present for this time round, sadly. :(

Maybe i should just rely on myself to get past these obstacles. I must stay strong. It's gonna be tough but i have to make it through alive. Money is a big factor, and i have to find a solution for this.

P.S. i realised i seldom post positive things on my blog. Mostly negative ones. :/ probably a way for me to take out my frustrations i guess.

May Hell Come Sooner For This Guy.

seems like it's gone forever.
made a police report, did the neccessary paperwork at the police station, SMRT for my ezlink card but my goold, old wallet it's still not coming back to me. :(
grave mistake i have made this time round.
the worst part was when:
DBS bank sent me a letter informing me that someone tried to guess my PIN number after slotting my NETS card into the ATM. and the card was immediately terminated after he/she entered the wrong PIN a few times.
i was like 'WHAT THE F***' man. stunned.

people, oh people.
how i wished the guy who picked it up was a kind soul who realised how important a wallet is to a person.
i would never have done what this guy did, took my wallet and tried to hack into my bank account.
NEVER.

What The (fill in the blank)!

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if i get my wallet back..
i will freaking turn into a vegetarian for ONE WHOLE WEEK.
a single week sounds easy on paper, but it's only on paper.

never been so distraught. :(

disclaimer: the above picture is not the wallet i've lost.

I Assume, I Thought.

I T-H-O-U-G-H-T.

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i thought my stomach wouldn't be filled if i had just ordered murtabak for dinner.
So i ordered another plaster prata.
turns out i couldn't finish half of the murtabak and had to throw them away.
and you know how much i hate food wastage.

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i thought that the emirates stadium was a fortress for Arsenal FC.
whichever team made their way there to face Arsenal, they would be walloped by Arsenal. (or they would be given a tough fight)
so what more does West Bromwich (a super duper weak team) sound?
turns out Arsenal lost 3-2 to them, with West Brom going 3-0 up at one point.

i thought that by calling you and asking a 'how's your day?' instead of texting you, (especially when it being a tiring day for you since you had to work really long hours that day), you could have someone to chat with while on the way home.
turns out i was wrong.
call me sensitive but those two words left me stunned.

life's full of assumptions.
be it negative or positive, we learn to anticipate things so that we can plan ahead.

The Hype Got Into Me.

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iPHONE 4 IS WAITING FOR MEEEEEE!
probably landing in my hands before end of october.
can't wait.
after 2freaking long years with my SamsungF480, it's time for a change.